My mood for today; AIDIL - Mye awesome khucing boy !

From aidil;

To : Fyecka

Actaully i really need to tell you something. First i want to wish Happy Birthday In advance! =))
and as well i wish all the best to your life. Today will be my last day online because
i had to really study for my exams , really really hard. and its nine days aways. i'm really
hopping to pass with great marks. And after Olevels , i can't celebrate with you because errrm , after Olevel
i will be following my parents go overseas to Sydney for holiday. i will be back when the result is release.
so i am going to start a new life i mean new life / new person. i will try to forget you , you wont understand because.
i will explain. After this while i admited i'm the guy who really likes you , admire you. i hope to be with you
but since you are attach i can't say out. i really hope that we would be togethher but the fact you are someone elses.
i'll try to forget you , avoid you. i hope you din't dissapoint on what i'm typping / say. its not my inttention to do this
but the best way i can foget you is leaving you / avoid you. please don't link me . i will delete my blog soon.
bye take care , i will always remember you for being the best friend i ever had. i gtg , soo hope you success in life and
please take goooooooooood care of yourself , don't stress out. i will miss you too !
'i can't forget you but i will love you forever'.
Bye , i am really sorry for this



hm, i sorry. just forget about me. i can't take off my decision. anyway, i will always be happy for you with whoeveryou are. well, my love for you is strong. but, i can't help it. by forgetting you is de only choice i have. i just wanted you to be happy okay kuching kuh? always remeber our memories we had. the only thing that you can remember most of is, yesterday's chat, it was the hug hugg i gave you for your b'dae. just forget me kay? i just don't want you to behurt just because of you thinking bout me. i know we can be together, but we won't last long bcos the sense of my heart says that, i will lose you forever. don't noe whye, the only way that you canbe is, be happy with your life kay? just take note that, i love you no matter what.
btw i just create a poem that was espacially for you khucing.
don't noe if it's good. but no matter what i will still voice out the poem i wrote.
so here it is;

the memories will never be far
although i may not be with you
know that my love for you will always be true.
the memories will last forever, and in them we shall always be together.
hold them close to your heart,
and know that from your side i will never part

promise me, you won't cry about me kay?
forget me either
just think that, aidil never exist in your life no matter what
till here my msg to you
TAKE CARE khucing kuh
;(
ly


To aidil;
From fyecka;

Whye must yu making dis decision? i have been crying with tears very badly.
i just wanna be with you fer de rest of mye life.
i won't even forget to de person whose name hym AIDIL FAREEZ !
i won't ever leave yu. no matter what i want to be with yu.
No matter what i love you !
I will wait fer yu, till i die.
i will be single till i get you.
that's mye promise in my heart.
please do come back
i need you badly.
You leaving me, do yu wanna me to suffer? do yu wanna me to die?
i dun think so yu dun wan rite.
Please dun leave me !
only yu can be inside me lyfe.

Now de gift for yu is yu making me very sad till i have no mood totally
Please come back, i begging yu.
I CRYING WITH TEARS !
NO MATTER WHAT I WILL WAIT FER YU !
YU ALWAYS BE MYNE !
I LOVE YOU AIDIL FAREEZ !
& I WON"T FORGET YU !


Publicity:
i will be MIA soon ! So don't contact me. sorry babygirls !
Tmr maybe will be mye disaster birthday.